you're my desire (: though it seems tht i dont care & it may seem tht whn you need me , i wont be thr. Just put your FAITH in me & at the end, I promise, I wont turn my back on you ever again & i'll forever be your angel. In my heart I know it will be you whom i will love, always & forever ;DDDD
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* make prayer our first recourse & not last resort ` ilove JESUS bcos HE first LOVE me <3
love me or just leave me alone (:
i just simply love everyone ard me ;DDD
i'll love you if you love me 1st (:
but if you hate me , i'll do better than whad you can((:
dont make yourself a person of all my detests but make yourself someone i adore & i promise i'll forgive you for whadtever you've done <3
mwaahahahas (: woke up by sister today ): she doesnt allow me to slp bcos ytd i talk to ahhwee & cousin on the fone thn too loud , she slping thn she angry -.- lol . thn kena gan loh . hmmm . thn morning she gan loh. thn i say cant slp jiu conference luh thn she say now wake up , confirm at night cann slp -.- thn she pull me & mom to kovan -.- makan breakfast . like its gonna be afternoon soon loh !. hmmm . thn bathe le jiu headed to kovan >< hmmm. makan liao thn go shopping wit mom again (x sister went off . lol . meet her fren -.- pangseair kia ! lol . nvm . thn whn to shop for bra (x haha. lol. bought bra !! haha. ahhwee confirm laugh whn he sees dhis post (: so now we can imagine how pervertic is he (x lol . hmmm. thn bought clips too (: bcos i lost my black one. so i went to buy a WHITE one (: && now i have superrr duperr manyyy clipps ohkays (: hmmm. thn bluhbluhbluh ~ went to shop for my shorts >< mom was great ! intented to buy me shorts (: but all i dont like -.- lol. so in the end didnt buy . lol !. hmmm. &&& saw peirong (: she said she cant talk bcos she pierce her tongue . well , haha . lol !. hmmm . thn reached home (: mommy bought me choco baby (: mwahahas ! && adrain msg me (: haha . thn chatted with him . saying abt THAT GIRL ! haha . yesyes ! everyone thinks she'd changed (: BITCHY mah (x haha . lol.! you knw why ? bcos she's not my friend . all my friends are NOT BITCHY !. haha . LOL !. hmmm . bitch bitch bitch ! only knw how to step =]]x lol-.- && everyone is telling me tht she'd changed luh . haha . thank god !. hmmm . thn son & dear was like , nvm loh . you have me mah (: haha . my son is the best (x haha . && nana is the GREATEST of all (: wahahas ` ilove nana ! she sent me some edited pic (: will upload soon hokays ! haha. hmmm . thn ahhwee left me & headed to work )x haha . my stupid destiny nvr pey me sia. luckily dear was there (:
hmmm. saw * online (: still v. upset & heartbroken loh. but nvm luh . everything has past . like whad i always say . every good thing have to come to an end (: so , i prayed . & i thank god !. i decided to let him go . haha :D im gonna let him go. & im gonna move on. this time round . the devil is not gonna work in me . devil is not gonna control me anymore ` this time round , im really gonna move on. no matter how many times im caught in * attention, im not gonna be attracted to him . i swear ! im not gonna live in pain & suffer bcos of him anymore (: im gonna be the same cheeyen & ahhwee's princess (: the person who appears to be a lil girl in everyone's eyes xD im gonna live life to the fullest again hokays (: haha . &&&&&yes!. he's not gonna change me . i have to stick to my PRINCIPLE ! `nth's gonna change me !. ` i am who i am (: haha . yes !. i cant possibly changed bcos if him alone . its nvr possible (: i wont be tht happy afterall ~ anyway , afterall , dont you ppl think tht i've grown up ? XD i hope you ppl will say yes xD haha . bcos i knw darling they all confirm disagree )x haha. im always the lil girl in their eyes . i dont knw why (x haha. im happy to be with them, though i dont like them calling me 'hey little girl !' haha. but i always gets the most attention frm them. hahah. i felt so loved <3 bahahas !. of course mah. they are my aizai ginna bodoh ~ haha. im so proud to be with them` luckily i ended up in 2c dhis yr . thts why i could get the chance to knw them (: && they got the chance to call me lil girl -.- lovelovelove (:
really thank god `
&&& now is THANKS GIVING session (:
`to GOD~ i thank god for blessing me with all these friends ard me . when i needed a pair of listening ears , they nvr fail to become one of them (x
`to yangzhi~ my lovely son . haha . i so love you cann !? my one & only son . haha . cant believe we fell out many times in the past but still remained close aft those hard times of quarrels (: ihope you will still stay by my side no matter whad . im gonna miss those days with you. we both dont look forward to next yr's class uh ? hais . how we wish , we'll be in the same class xD && thankew son , you always stood by me no matter whad happens (: even whn i fail just one subject , i teared for it , you were still there for mommy ` iloveyou xD && i will nvr forget those escapes days & exchanging bags days . im so proud of you (: haha . though tht stupid nike bag is so precious to you , && you've nvr lent it to anyone bfore , but you still lent it to me (: im really so touch oh . haha . ilove those lame & fun days whrby classes are so boring & we left classes & we went to disiao other classes de teachers & do other things tgt loh with woomaoo they all (x memories will NEVER be FORGOTTEN ` :DDDD& you are gonna be my son till the end of time (x
` to nana ~ bitch ! haha . iloveyou super duperr much loh ! you are the second in my life now (: the first is always GOD. im sorry . haha . lol . nana , you really nvr fail to be my listening ears for all these days though you also have your own problems . i've been struggling so hard with him . & i wanted to give up . but you were always always there . every now & everywhere asking me to stand firm (: im so so so grateful tht i've knw you baby (: && i will give yours the shortest speech bcos my love for you cant describe by words & typings . iloveyou sister (: tiongxim purple sisters uh ! you are the best (x
` to derrick ~ haha . dear (: lol -.- i knw you like who hor ! haha . she's my nana leh . haha . you wanto jio her also must go thru me 1st (: wahahas . lol . thankew leh woomaoo . thankew for all these days . for standing by me no matter whad happens (: still rmb we used to have conflicts bcos .. haha . lol =]]x hmmm . but now we are like superr duperr close cann ?! haha . thanks for your lame joke luh ! to bright up my life each day (: you are a GREAT DEAR to me (: haha . im not bad also hor ! tht time the smoking case , i v. worried for you all sia . haha =]]x lol (: iloveyou luh !.
`to ahhwee ~ destiny , i've nvr been so close to a guy whom i knw not more than one month (x haha . you shld be proud but beware bcos anytime my dear will come & beat you up bcos of jealousy . haha . im just joking (: hmmm . i really treasure the friendship i have with you loh ! you were there by my side no matter whad . & you were always standing by me even though you .. haha . so far , i've shared TWO SECRETS with you le orh (: haha . hmmm . im so proud & honoured to tell pp you're my destiny . no regrets knwing you too & i believe you will keep all the secrets uh . bcos im your course of events . thts whad you named me (: iloveyou `
`to farhan ~ everything's over (: im loving him no more . i knw i cann stop falling in love with him & i really stopped . thankew farhan . though we talk so less during redcross , you still lent me your listening ears (: im so touched . i always hated redcross so much & i've nvr believe tht i cann meet true friends through redcross . YOU are the one who changed my mind (: haha . you are the 1st & only one who were there by my side whn i needed somebody` you are the 1st one frm redcross . & i believe theres no 2nd one . haha . bcos they are all so childish =]]x though we not knw each other tht well , you still tries your very best to understand me & my feeling . i swear tht i will nvr delete away those msg you send me tht night esp the sms one ! haha . you are really the GREATEST FRIEND i ever met (: a guy wit so much patient . haha . i cant believe you have so much patient even with me . bcos i knw im v. whad luh . haha . iloveyou luh farhan . my maid always ! haahs . i enjoy being your mom (: teeehee (x i will go for redcross for the sake of you . if one day you see me not in redcross anymore , the problem lies with you . haha . im just joking ~ haha .
` to eugene baby . thankew for standing by me also . though we seriously dont knw whads on our both minds , i still treasure you baby (: cheerup yea . iloveyou ` dont leave me (: bcos i so love you when you call me baby ! haha . im abit crazy at this moment . so dont take whadtever i say to heart uh . but ILOVEYOU still ! haha (x
`to wengchew bestee ! iloveyou luh . thanks for being by my side . haha . && being a fcuker who fcuks ard with lame jokes just to make me smile & laugh (: so love you cann . i missed you so much when you are at china . && now tht you are baq , im so so so happy you knw ! bcos you said you wanto accompany me go cut hair (x iloveyou`
`yeancheng laopo . how abt our outing tml sia ? haha . i called my kendre haopengyou to tagged along le (x whad about you ? iloveyou <3>
` to sunita , jas , etc pp , i dont blame you guys for not lending me your listening ears . bcos i believe you guys have problems also . just do takecare uh (: && sunita . treat your boy well uh ! haha . msg me once you get baq your freaking darn fone. haha (x
haha . end im gonna end my day like that for today (: im overjoy-ed i think i really dont have to cry so much over him . bcos he dont even knw , & he dont even love me at all (:
&&& i love my bra ! haha . oops =]]x sorry guys . you knw im abit too opened de uh ! haha . who dont knw /! haha. LOL !.
&& fook ! theres so many hongsters in singapore loh ! msging me in friendster like everyday with a different guy msging me ?! asking for number & intro -.- sarks cann !? i hate it luh ! >< haha . dear cant stand it. bcos he says they are flirting me >< hahah . lol -.-
